Can the fish live without water? And my heart can leave me, can I live again? When I have the courage to come here again and come here to write my heartfelt, I can still live ?
I haven't come to write for another month, right? It should be said that for a month, I have made myself courage to face a lot of things, I always feel panicky, always feel difficult to breathe When I knew that my heart was really problematic, I didn't feel unhappy or let myself fall. Instead, I let myself and my friends talk happily, blessing every friend around me. And my stomach can't even believe how serious it is. I used to hear the fifth child say how his stomach is, how bad it is, and he should not eat anything, but I know that maybe my stomach is better than his Is it better? It's just that I don't pursue myself to make my body better, just like what I pursue is how to make myself happy, so that I no longer worry about my body, I did it, I always make myself happy and let the people around Friends are happy, so my name is "Smile Angel". Because I know I am strong, I have always been that strong. It can be said that few boys have a personality like me?
But I feel tired now, so tired that I really ca n’t support it anymore, these days, my friends around me are worried about me, Nanguang's friends are blessing me, and my sister is also afraid of me, I'm also worried about me ... why am I so useless? Why can't I be stronger?
Tell my sister that I want to change jobs, but she was scolded by me. Yes, I always feel so ignorant and always in such an emotional way in front of them. In fact, I just want to go home suddenly, and go back to my father and mother's home, not my empty one's home, but what about going back? Or let mom and dad worry about me? Not as good as this result I bear it alone.
In terms of work, in other words, "Liu Bo has been promoted", but I would rather choose to be a civilian, because now I have more pressure, and there are many, many things that I do n’t understand, but the manager only said to me " "I believe in you" I would rather she don't believe me, I would be happy. And among my colleagues, I found some things. Why is it completely different after work than when I was studying? Is it really not as I thought "are you sincere to everyone?" Hey! Complex society, complicated People thinking. More complex relationships ...
So I chose to look for warmth here. I really should say sorry, sorry to everyone who sees my junk text, because I like to find what I want in the text, I can find my true side in the text, I am really tired in reality, sometimes I really don't want such a strong life myself, but I have to do it this way, this is Liu Bo, a boy who always leaves everything to his own girl.