Missed in this life, Xu Jun afterlife
——This article commemorates a very special person in my heart
Many things often seem to be a little worse, but if it is a little worse, the ending will be very different. No matter how frightened, sigh, after all, fate is not enough.
A friend told me that no matter how delicious the fish is, it will be too much to avoid. I'm beautiful with distance, and slowly approaching, I will be completely stabbed by my stab wound. Although I firmly believe that the common feeling of sadness is the true feeling, but this road is a life of death. I cannot afford this risk and dare not take it. Maybe after just a few small steps, you're getting bored and starting to turn away. The road has not come to the end, and our so-called indestructible feelings have been consumed. At that time, you had no love, no pity for me, only responsibilities and obligations. And to you, all kinds of regrets filled my little heart, and I couldn't hollow them out to think about my feelings for you casually. You and the so-called feelings bound by moral ropes are not what I want. Love is based on equality and independence. Without this foundation, nothing can be talked about. Maybe you will say that the power of love is great, and you will accompany me to defeat everything. My dear, don't swear like that, I don't even have that confidence myself. I am more willing to believe in the reality of "no filial son in front of the sickbed", and no matter how great emotions are when they encounter the cold reality, they will become pale and weak. I'm not too realistic, I just respect reality. No matter how great people and emotions can't change some doomed facts, such as the suffering and imperfection of the mother-in-law world, such as human life and death. I am even more convinced that some journeys in life must be completed alone in loneliness. Only by tasting this suffering and enduring the pain can you truly realize the true meaning of life.
I don't want to pass on my pain to you, let alone let you see my misery. At this point, I have always insisted on the characteristics of my Virgo, and I hope that anyone will see me beautiful at any time. Forgive me for not letting you participate in my life these years, in fact I have no intention of letting anyone participate. Even though I'm so beautiful, the cancer that coexists in me will hurt you deeply. I don't want you to be bruised for me. I just want you to walk slowly on the other side, wait for me, and wait for me to catch up with you. If I die in the middle, then you don't have to be sad, just put me in a small corner of your heart, or forget me; if I am fortunate to reappear in front of you, then I will encounter all the humor along the way Let me tell you a story in a frown. In short, I hope my presence is to make your life better, not worse.
Now that I have come out, she is shining beautifully, and I can walk into your life calmly, but I do n’t want to wait. Even though I did my best to catch up, I still couldn't catch up with you. At this moment, everything has changed. It hurts in my heart, but I already know the value of being with you. Thank you for cherishing me like this, thank you for making me believe in love again. I will bless you silently in my heart, I hope you are safe and happy in this life ~
Perhaps this ending is the best arrangement today. Let me always look good in your heart!
"I am born but I am not born, I am old. I hate that I was born late, I hate that I was born early. If I hate it, I am good with you every day."
There is no chance in this life, if there is an afterlife, I will promise you ~