"Mom, we talked about homosexuality when we were in citizenship class today."
As soon as school was over, my younger son in high school came to me with excitement and told me what interesting, boring, and sad things happened in school today.
"The teacher taught us a fun experiment"
"Huh? What is it?" The boring one turned over one with the remote control, listening to the little son's experiment in his ear
"The teacher said that when he came home, he could pretend to be troubled, and he could sigh sadly during dinner. He pushed the dinner away and said that he could not eat, and then glanced at his parents with a sad look. My sons and daughters would care and ask what happened to him? Hey, right! "Speaking of this, I left the younger son alone and looked at the excitement in his eyes clearly.
"Then I will say sadly to my parents about me ... I like the same sex, and then see how my parents will react." After that, I greeted my little son's bright eyes, I do n’t know how to say OS
If this test is used on stereotyped parents, the poor child will not have to wait to be arrested to see psychiatry. Even if it shows that this is an experiment the teacher said, it may not be able to remove the doubts in the parents' hearts. . . . .
"Mom, what do you think?" The younger son's tone suddenly became very cautious, and he looked at the son with a doubtful look. . . . . .
. . . . . . . . I have a hunch in my heart
"Impression ... The subject of this experiment should have a very strong heart, or else it would be a very optimistic person before playing this experiment!"
"What would you do if I were homosexual? I just said" if "唷 !!" The little son is especially aggravated. If the two words, what kind of secret is this little son who is also my friend and son Will tell me this old mother, this time. . . I think it should be no exception
"If you are homosexual ... I think about it. For now, I haven't thought about this issue yet. I do n’t know about it until I encounter it." To be honest, this question is a very esoteric problem, and I often Seen from the news about homosexuals coming out of the closet and being sent to a mental hospital by their families. . . . It ’s just that most of them just ignore it. I never thought that something similar would happen to me one day.
"Oh ..." This tone seemed a little disappointed
"You can be an actor!" I said this for no reason. The younger son seemed to be unable to turn around and looked at me in doubt.
"Your tone and movement of your face can suddenly turn from excitement to carefulness and finally disappointment. In a short period of time, you can have such a performance. It is a pity not to be an actor !!" I joked and saw The younger son was slightly ashamed and angry, and it was fun to tease him. . .
"Haha ..." An indecent smile, looking at the back of the younger son's angry departure, maybe I have to think about the matter just now
If my son is gay, how will my mother react?
Is it support? Is it rejection? Or does he think his son is sick? Which one is it?
This is the end of the matter, the younger son can no longer talk to me about similar topics.
After many years, the younger son left home to work outside. On this day, it was a wedding reception for my eldest daughter. Of course, my mother and his brother did not have the right to be absent!
I attended with a bright goose-yellow dress, and my youngest son appeared in a handsome suit. I haven't seen my younger son for two or three weeks! Although he works outside, but I often go home for dinner, so of course my feelings are good
"Mom, here, here" I saw my little son waving his hand vigorously, aware that there is a place where my ears can be cleaned up. The host of this wedding banquet is my daughter and son-in-law. They should let them do it. Besides, with the help of their parents and mother, my old man has to rest. The rest is true.
"You are hiding here too!" I joked to my younger son, because I was asked by some girls where the younger son was just a while ago!
"Uh ... hey, yeah!" The younger son said embarrassedly.
"Auntie, hello!" The man I met several times said hello to me. He is a good friend of his son. He has eaten at my house several times and has a good image of him. He feels like a mature and stable man.
"You're here too! Let's have dinner at the aunt's house again in the evening!" I kindly invited him, but he seemed a little embarrassed. The younger son looked at him with each other and turned to look at me again.
"Are you free?" I asked very clearly, and I don't like people to talk to me around the corner from time to time. Of course, I don't like talking around.
"That ... Mom, me, me ..." The younger son was so embarrassed that he didn't want to say the expression, it was so appetizing that I couldn't stand it.
"Hurry up and say, you know I don't like squeaking by others." Sitting on the soft sofa, the premonition of many years ago, came back to me, thinking of the younger son's question when he was a freshman.
"Let me do it!" The man patted his son's shoulder gently, and the movement and tone were soft and firm, and he saw so. . . . I remembered the question asked by my little son again. If I were gay, what would you do?
"Auntie, please give your thoughts to me, I love him" This sentence conveys the firmness and love of men, and I just looked at them quietly, saying nothing, the younger son became nervous, eyes Kuang started to turn red, but the man looked at me firmly
"How long have you been together?" It was me who broke the silence first
"It ’s been eight years since June this year," the man replied.
Silence again. . . . , I stood up and walked towards the younger son. When I saw me coming, the man just clenched his hand harder, but the younger son seemed to be afraid of something and shrank.
Come forward. . . . I stretched out my hand, but my little son cried first, but he still closed his eyes tightly.
"Mom?" And "Auntie?" They both spoke out for my actions. I reached out and knocked on my little son's head.
"What! Unhappy! You, my under-dead dead boy, have only been introduced to your mother by now. Have you seen me in your eyes!" I said unhappy, but saw the younger son relieved, The tears that had been forcibly burst again, and the man beside him just held it in his arms and greeted me with a very grateful look
"Mom, mom ... you ..." Again, the younger son choked and couldn't understand what he said.
"Come back to dinner at night. If you have any questions, please ask me. I'm crying like that, it's ugly!" I said coolly to the two and went out. The space now is not mine Where the elderly can be quiet